Friday, February 24, 2012

“Life so Defined… Fully Unfulfilled…”


“Life so Defined… Fully Unfulfilled…”
Living in the shadows, Shadows of tomorrow… Ripening so the fruits, The fruits of the past… Presently feel Lost, Tightening up the Fist… Money in the Bank, The fist so empty… A friend so close, too close for comfort… Left all alone, losing the Enemy… Destiny so Drunk, Losing my Vision… Dreams so high, Failing the Vision… Shadows in the Dark, Darkness so Bright… Sipping Black Coffee, Milking the way through… Being alone so apart, not lonely so smart… Hating to hate, living for love… Colors of life, shining so bright… Lurking in the Darkness, Darkness gives fright… Eyes wide open, Can see none around… Crowded are the streets, Walking all alone… Dying for a Life, Living for a Death… Life so defined… Fully Unfulfilled…

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Man n Rays



A life so lived, with the one’s around, loose their heart their faith all along, the journey so bitten can make one bedridden…. Comes along a ray… Ray not of hope not of light not of anything, just the ray to raise the bar to let more tears fall and fill the hour… the hour of pain n despair… the hour of memories filled with despair… still in pair!!!
Names so taken, gets erased…. The smile so needed, gets erased… Dreams if any don’t leave me, in pain or when rain, don’t leave me… Dead like a river, pregnant so seems… wonder where this ray may lead me to redeem….
A life so lived, living along… His ray of of Love never erase… May the Man get this ray… live’s this life and the smile remains!!!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Lost

I wonder Where am I going... What Im going to get... When will I reach there... What am I born for.. Will I Win or Loose... I don't wanna loose... Wish I reach my desired destiny... so on n on n on... In all these matter's we find ourselves lost as we stand as an I... The individualistic, egoist, monopolistic, materialistic and sooo many defined n undefined words and their meanings... Wish this I get's lost in the solace of the Love, Peace n Humanity and from that We take's a birth... The We so defined as W=With E=Eternity... We......

Friday, February 6, 2009

Love a Four Letter Word

Love is one of the four letter words we carve to curb n enjoy at the same time... To question the word defined by a man is a man's business... we all question and the harder we question something somewhere we are wishing to get it the way we desired for... Life is all about give and take... You give your karma what you are born for and you get back what u deserve for that not what one desires to get.. the moment we start fighting with our innerself that what i got is not what i should have as i desired something else the question arises and we run to win over it as we are not able to change the desired result...

Tina Turner, one of the most desirable beautiful woman even at this stage still fighting with herself to know what love got to do? defines her state of mind... even after having got so much of fame and money and all the materialistic rather luxurious desirable things... She still is trying to find out what is love...

Good to fall in love with oneself the way we are to understand what we are lacking and in the process love the God who created all of us...

Still we cant find peace in our self as we are not able to understand Love...

The good thing in this word is the letter V... Means not single and sharing n caring... Love... I Love You all as i Love God... Where is He n who is He i don't care.. I still Love my God...

I believe that is Love...

An Officer with a Rose

Officers.. I wonder what does it mean.. Does it mean the person will help me to evolve or does it mean the person gets a uniform and power to impose...
In Delhi the Traffic Police officers are challaning the citizens on rapidly every aspect of wrong doing on the road.. Wonder why suddenly today??? Is it cause 2010 Commonwealth games are nearing and the citizens should be educated suddenly for the foreign tourist will start pouring in and the traffic values the citizens value will be at loggerheads or does it have the honest tendency to curb the menace on the roads...

I wish the officers should do their duties always and if this process of challaning in Delhi is due to Commonwealth Games then I wish as the Citizen that it should be an Ongoing process and should not stop once the games are Over... An officer with a rose... An Officer... I wish too like You all that the Duties are performed always and the Rose like Mahatma Gandhi and shown by a well know Film Maker in India with Munna Bhai series.. Happens to be an ongoing process and the people should praise thier efforts witha Rose...

Officers... I wonder what does it mean????

Saturday, August 16, 2008

$$Me n Me$$

God is where i dunno if He is there I Dunno... i beleive when u Fall Down when Im Broken All alone have no strength He Picks me n walks as I have a path to cover.. this I kills me Brings Ego brings justification to my survival n Exisitnece.... But... Whos is this I... Few days beck met Beautiful Humans frm different Culture... their eyes questionary im happy they were... Brings safety to the Body... Soul is Always Safe... I had the Gift from My Lover God to be around them... Enjoy the Beauty... im happy Beauty accepted me... My existence... n today Im couragious enough to be able to write... the time they allowed me to explore with their Honesty n innocence Me n My self Ego became a wall... A Bulldozer... I’m still alllowed to present n represent here... i Love them as they know more of Me n my Country than an average Indain does... That's Life.... We never respect n Love what we are Born with.. Life takes a full circel n if u blessed enough u get a chance to understand n explore n experience... I’m thankful to those three Angel's n God... He has allowed me to understand what he calls n define's Life....

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

$$...Friendship...$$

What a word.. great meaning.. but is there anyone reading the meaning or just becoming the mean to use friends so that they can catch the ship that can take them to their successful destined state... but in this course they forget that what is destined will happen.. and when they reach the stage where they wanted to they are not able to understand rather dont wanna understand that they are not able to enjoy the success as the people they called frds have been crushed by their dreams n mental intelligence... leading them to a solitary state and when they look back they think the others so called frds are just jealous... When they reach the pinnacle of their life and the time comes to bid goodbye to this world and they are left alone by their spouses as they are of no use now... they sit in tears and then returns to their self and starts analyzing their deeds and at times its too late... Wish we go back to our old self and start understanding the realism of life and treasure the biggest asset gifted to humans... Humanity... God Bless Us All....