“Black Money”

“Black Money”

The Film so close to my heart, not only because of the content in it but this is my Last Dream which was started with my Father. After his demise I didn’t know what to do? My first heroine left me in the lurch by not even letting me know that she isn’t interested anymore in working with me. This made me more skeptical n left me wondering about what will be the reaction of the Senior Artists. Heart Broken n somewhere shattered I called up n met them and was so humbled by their behavior, it is then that I actually realized that Films are not made with money but with relations you make n theses relations make you so strong that you can win over any obstacle in life. That fine day I realized what a fine human being my Father was, that even after he has gone, and the industry that is always pointed out as ruthless n emotionless, do stand for the man who sure was a man till he lived and with their volley of praise worthy emotional talks n a pat on the back of his son to assure him n make him realise that a man does live after his death if he has lived as human when he was physically around. So the journey of this film has been so phenomenal as it was started by my father to make the way for his son as a film maker in the industry, got translated into a son wanting to make it to fulfill his fathers dream, ended up being made with the emotional n professional attachment of some serious n some showing they are serious technicians of this industry.

I don’t know how this film will shape up, I don’t care how it will comes out as there is no I, have left all to the supreme above, let him decide. As they say that what He decides is the best for you, then why should I fight with Him, He the one I’m His Son as my father always cared and got the best for me, so will He as He has always been doing that. But as we live in this world and we are here to do our Karma, I’m also trying my best to do it and is always at a lookout for the roads He shows me to walk on. Where will I reach and when will I reach only He knows, so I’m just happy to go along and in doing so my film is nearing the completion and I feel very happy and Blessed and is very thankful to all the people involved with this project, even though they might be hating me for the scolding shouts n bitter words spoken by me to them for the kind of work commitment and professionalism I wished they had and executed and if not then would have learned by working on this film with me. But we all are humans and to err is the perfect symbol that symbolizes the fact that we are Humans and not God, even though film making is somewhere talked of as a journey where we create a new world, where all the characters live and die the way we want, but actually as a human we can give ourselves pleasure in thinking so, as the actual truth is we can and do nothing. We might in our capacity do wonderful paper work or do the best of the rehersal, but in the end when we reach the location the whole scenario changes and you just end up being a puppet who is there to just get the things executed and there you feel the real Him and happy and special that you are the chosen one who has to get this work executed.